maybe it's crazy to hope for something more

a black television screen
snow white and black
deep and open
splashing against the windows
looking out onto a three-terrace town
there's a garden, gray-green
and cherry blossoms

get in in the morning
all seasons here, saved for a rainy day
climb in beside you
a part of a hole
watch the clock for half an hour
an orange and its peel
it's cold on the outside
there's steam on the windows
a star in a night sky
and I put myself there all the time
a gentle beauty
you let me forget again
and I snore on and on 
you let me forget again 
forget how it feels to be wrong

funny how everything makes you feel low when you are already low

amanaemonesia

seriously, what the hell
how can a video be so catchy? so beautiful

you in your autumn sweater

not much friday night, pinball, lower east side
walked out of the past and into the bar
I used to think about you all the time
I would think about you all the time
now it just feels weird, that there you are
the damage is done
feeling like a kid again, my eyes are glued to the floor
I hope I mumbled goodbye as you walked out the door
the damage is done

"this song is so incredibly powerful to me. it's about that feeling where you love someone so much, and then all of the sudden they aren't part of your life anymore, and soon you don't think about them at all. this is a good thing, because you've moved past the pain of a broken heart, but it's also very sad, because that love didn't survive. the tone makes me think this song is all about the sad part. you don't wanna be in pain anymore but you wish it just could've worked out in the beginning."

maybe it's wrong paying attention to those times but I feel vulnerable and that was the closest I got to feeling something. je suis fatigué.

I made a bridge between us then I slowly burned it

I wrote a poem on a dog biscuit
and your dog refused to look at it
so I got drunk and looked at the empire state building
it was no bigger than a nickel
and if I don't improve
then I have to move
I never thought that I would end up here
maybe I should just change my style
but I feel alright when you smile
I stayed at home on the fourth of july
and I pulled the shades so I didn't have to see the sky
and I decided to have a bed-in
but I forgot to invite anybody
and when I fell asleep
the neighbors had a peep
I never thought that I would end up here
maybe I should just change my style
but I feel alright when you smile

just hand me down, give me a place to be

listen, the snow is falling over town
listen, the snow is falling everywhere
between empire state building and between trafalgar square
listen, the snow is falling over town
listen, the snow is falling over town

listen, the snow is falling everywhere
between your bed and mine
between your head and my mind

listen, the snow is falling over town
between tokyo and paris
between london and dallas
between your god and mine
listen, the snow is falling everywhere

snow dream
snow fall
snow fly
listen
listen

snow
between your bed and mine
between your head and my mind

I'm polluted by my bloody

talking shit about a pretty sunset
blanketing opinions that I'll probably regret soon
I've changed my mind so much I can't even trust it
my mind changed me so much I can't even trust myself

on the way to the heaven's light

dancing like a whore, but a goddess reflecting fields of enormous sunflowers
her skin and hair are like mirrors attracting the sun that lights the room while the world outside is missing the light of the day
as she turns around, she falls, she moves, she gets up
hypnosis - they can't see her entirely
she is out of focus
she is the focus
is she in underwear? does she wear anything at all?
nobody can tell
they wonder if her clothes are as white as her splendorous skin
is she an angel?
she comes from the intertropics
SHE IS A TROPICAL DISEASE
(fade out)
she holds a basket in her arm
she comes and opens the windows of glass, irradiating her light to the galaxy
she throws the content of her basket into the universe
it blooms
flowers are flying, going everywhere
they explode
a new universe is created and it's all green
goats are running in large fields
she rolls down a mountain, there's plenty of watermelons following her
SHE IS NATURE
the flames burn her slowly
WOMAN
MAKES ME FEEL WARM INSIDE


this is some shit I wrote at school while listening to AIR. it may be a script for one of their videos someday, haha.